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.six protons.six neutrons.six electrons.
(it's encoded on this planet we live on)
Created on 2004-09-26 22:19:39 (#4659038), last updated 2009-06-20
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Basic Info| Name: | carbonqueen |
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| Location: | Hyde Park, New York, United States |
| Website: | MySpace |
Bio"What a wonderful...caricature...of intimacy!"
19, formidably female. With the patience of a saint, seriously. A survivor. Thoughtful. The type of person you can call in the middle of the night for a ride home without thinking twice. Easy to reach, however impossible to get ahold of. Loves her job. Perfectionist and non-conformist. Destined to make it to the top. Needs work in the follow through / answer the phone / call people back department. Living and loving life to the fullest. Non-traditional but certainly sentimental. Loves children and the counterculture lifestyle. Finds the positive in everything. Not afraid to take on the world, but terrified of licking envelopes. Values both alone time and time spent with friends. Believes in the significance of others, but not currently in the market for a significant other. Ready to go out on a limb for anybody at any given moment. Science geek at heart, but can't devote life to a lab. Not the needy type. Into photography big time. Done modeling work, might go back, might not. Never short on money, always short on math skills. Foul mind, foul mouth, clean ♥heart♥. Always falling in love. A firm 100% believer in karma. Two tattoos, soon to be three (or four or five), and a million piercings at one time or another. Can't resist a good challenge. Platform boots, mini skirts, and button down professional shirts. Or corset tops and pinstripe pants. Painstakingly independent. With a few habits not willing to break. Happy with self, from a willingness to change that which does not please. The only thing consistent in life is change. Lives a life with no regrets. SPF 50 - 365. Drives a stick shift with red fuzzy handcuffs around the shifter to embrace control issues. Makes the best of everything. Never smoked anything. Rarely uses substances. Always dancing. Guaranteed to be drama free at any and all costs. Likes to grow flowers and pierce people. Tool fan, in more ways than one. Frankenstein collector. Into skulls, but in a cute way. Can't escape the music. Dedicated. Passionate. Eloquent. Free. Undefiable, undefinable, undeniable. On a mission. Not afraid to be. Me.
"I'm going to be myself, myself and no one else. And if not a single person on the face of the earth likes me, that will be okay because I'll love myself. Which is better than having the whole world like me for being someone I hate to be." - Me
Am I more than you bargained for yet?
I am dying to tell you anything you want to hear
'Cause that's just who I am this week.
We'll lie in the grass, next to the mosoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in and sleeping for the wrong team
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And sugar we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it.
"Some day, in years to come, you will be wrestling with the great temptation, or trembling under the great sorrow of your life. But the real struggle is here, now, in these quiet weeks. Now it is being decided whether, in the day of your supreme sorrow or temptation, you shall miserably fail or gloriously conquer. Character cannot be made except by a steady, long continued process."
- Phillips Brooks
"...We are all here for a reason, on a particular path
You don't need a curriculum to know that you're a part of the math
Cats think I'm delirious but I'm so damn serious
That's why I expose my soul to the globe; the world
I'm trying to make it better for these little boys and girls
I'm not just another individual
My spirit is a part of this, that's why it's spiritual
But I get my hymns from Him
So it's not me, it is He that's lyrical
I'm not a miracle, I'm a heaven sent instrument
My rhythmatic regimen navigates melodic notes
For your soul and your mental
That's why I'm instrumental, vibrations is what I'm into
Yeah I need my loot by rent day
But that ain't what gives me the heart of Kunta Kinte
I'm trying get us us free like Sinke
I can't stop, that's why I'm hot
Determination, dedication, motivation
I'm talking to you, one of my many inspirations
When I say I can't let you or self down
If I were on the highest cliff, on the highest riff
And if you slipped off the side
And clinched on to your life in my grip
I would never ever let you down
And when these words are found
Let it be known that God's penmanship has been signed
With a language called love
That's why my breath is felt by the deaf
And while my words are heard and confined to the ears of the blind
I, too, dream in color and in rhyme
So I guess I'm one of a kind in a full house
Cause whenever I open my heart, my soul or my mouth
A touch of God reigns out..."
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19, formidably female. With the patience of a saint, seriously. A survivor. Thoughtful. The type of person you can call in the middle of the night for a ride home without thinking twice. Easy to reach, however impossible to get ahold of. Loves her job. Perfectionist and non-conformist. Destined to make it to the top. Needs work in the follow through / answer the phone / call people back department. Living and loving life to the fullest. Non-traditional but certainly sentimental. Loves children and the counterculture lifestyle. Finds the positive in everything. Not afraid to take on the world, but terrified of licking envelopes. Values both alone time and time spent with friends. Believes in the significance of others, but not currently in the market for a significant other. Ready to go out on a limb for anybody at any given moment. Science geek at heart, but can't devote life to a lab. Not the needy type. Into photography big time. Done modeling work, might go back, might not. Never short on money, always short on math skills. Foul mind, foul mouth, clean ♥heart♥. Always falling in love. A firm 100% believer in karma. Two tattoos, soon to be three (or four or five), and a million piercings at one time or another. Can't resist a good challenge. Platform boots, mini skirts, and button down professional shirts. Or corset tops and pinstripe pants. Painstakingly independent. With a few habits not willing to break. Happy with self, from a willingness to change that which does not please. The only thing consistent in life is change. Lives a life with no regrets. SPF 50 - 365. Drives a stick shift with red fuzzy handcuffs around the shifter to embrace control issues. Makes the best of everything. Never smoked anything. Rarely uses substances. Always dancing. Guaranteed to be drama free at any and all costs. Likes to grow flowers and pierce people. Tool fan, in more ways than one. Frankenstein collector. Into skulls, but in a cute way. Can't escape the music. Dedicated. Passionate. Eloquent. Free. Undefiable, undefinable, undeniable. On a mission. Not afraid to be. Me.
"I'm going to be myself, myself and no one else. And if not a single person on the face of the earth likes me, that will be okay because I'll love myself. Which is better than having the whole world like me for being someone I hate to be." - Me
Am I more than you bargained for yet?
I am dying to tell you anything you want to hear
'Cause that's just who I am this week.
We'll lie in the grass, next to the mosoleum
I'm just a notch in your bedpost
But you're just a line in a song
Drop a heart, break a name
We're always sleeping in and sleeping for the wrong team
We're going down, down in an earlier round
And sugar we're going down swinging
I'll be your number one with a bullet
A loaded God complex, cock it and pull it.
"Some day, in years to come, you will be wrestling with the great temptation, or trembling under the great sorrow of your life. But the real struggle is here, now, in these quiet weeks. Now it is being decided whether, in the day of your supreme sorrow or temptation, you shall miserably fail or gloriously conquer. Character cannot be made except by a steady, long continued process."
- Phillips Brooks
"...We are all here for a reason, on a particular path
You don't need a curriculum to know that you're a part of the math
Cats think I'm delirious but I'm so damn serious
That's why I expose my soul to the globe; the world
I'm trying to make it better for these little boys and girls
I'm not just another individual
My spirit is a part of this, that's why it's spiritual
But I get my hymns from Him
So it's not me, it is He that's lyrical
I'm not a miracle, I'm a heaven sent instrument
My rhythmatic regimen navigates melodic notes
For your soul and your mental
That's why I'm instrumental, vibrations is what I'm into
Yeah I need my loot by rent day
But that ain't what gives me the heart of Kunta Kinte
I'm trying get us us free like Sinke
I can't stop, that's why I'm hot
Determination, dedication, motivation
I'm talking to you, one of my many inspirations
When I say I can't let you or self down
If I were on the highest cliff, on the highest riff
And if you slipped off the side
And clinched on to your life in my grip
I would never ever let you down
And when these words are found
Let it be known that God's penmanship has been signed
With a language called love
That's why my breath is felt by the deaf
And while my words are heard and confined to the ears of the blind
I, too, dream in color and in rhyme
So I guess I'm one of a kind in a full house
Cause whenever I open my heart, my soul or my mouth
A touch of God reigns out..."
My layout was made by
bella_anitragrl @ _premadelayouts. Thank you! ConnectInterests (146):
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Western New England College - Springfield, MA (2008 - present)
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